| Location | Houghton-le-spring Tyne And Wear |
| Age | 47 years |
| Cause of Death | Rare Heart Condition |
| Date of Birth | 28/09/1961 |
| Date of Death | 01/02/2009 |
| Visitors | 2,899 since 03/03/2009 |
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my darling bill was diagnosed with cancer and a rare condition called amyloid which had damaged his heart in december 2008, he was only 47 years old. We were given hope and he was refered to birmingham for a heart transplant unfortunally that was not to be and he passed away peacefully in sunderland hospital on the 1st feb 09. It was such a shock and it still hasnt sunk in. We were together for nearly 15 years and did everything together. He was such a kind and loving man and enjoyed life to the full. Over 300 friends and family showed their respects at his funeral which showed how much loved he was by everyone. I will never stop thinking of him and will always love him. I miss him so much it physically hurts.
my darling bill
hello my darling. i have decided not to write anymore tributes to you for a while. i cant stand the thought of a certain person reading my loving words and feelings to you. ( i know who you are and will never forgive you). any way i am not going to be bitter about the situation, i am constantly thinking of you and will always love you. i hope where ever you are you are safe and happy. sleep tight my darling. forever yours xxxxxxx
my darling bill
hello my darling. its now 13th months that you have been away from me. i miss you so much. im feeling very low again and want you with me keeping me strong. i love you very very much and know that will never change. you are sadly missed by everyone, and always will be. sleep tight my darling. forever yours xxxxxx
my darling bill
hello my darling. well the start of year 2 without you has begun. i hope it is not as painfull and a little easier than year 1. i still miss n love you more than ever n i know it will never change. it was patsy n fredfunks 39th wedding aniversary yesterday. i went down your john n traceys last nite didnt stay long as i had our danielle n jamesy boy. work has been a little bit better still not 100% happy but its a job n i will keep plodding on till something better comes along. i went out for tea with kath n carole n her mam on thursday nite. her mam looks really well n enjoyed her first nite out since her heart attack. nathan is still very poorly and will be having his bone marrow transplant in march. please look down on him and keep him strong. i still cry everyday for you my darling will that change? i can still picture you walking past the window n comming in the sitting room. i miss waking up with u it is so lonely without you. sleep tight my darling i am forever yours xxxxxx
my darling bill
hello my darling. well the year has finally arrived. i still cant believe you are not comming home to me. i love and miss you more than ever. everyone is hurting so much still. the final hurdle will be over by 2moro but although i want it to on the other hand i dont, as i can still say well this time last year we were doing this n that and u were still here. after 2moro i cant do that. that makes me feel so empty. i still ache for you and would do anything to have u sitting in your seat making me laugh. i love you my darling sleep tight forever yours xxxxxxx
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REMEMBER
Remember me with a smile
Now my life on this earth is done.
My dreams have all been fulfilled
And a new life has just begun.
Remember me with a smile
When grief may cause you to weep.
One day we will laugh once again
When our Heavenly meeting we keep.
Let's be thankful we shared precious love,
Keep the memories warm for a while,
Let them bring peace to your heart
And remember me - with a smile.
Copyright Marian Jones 2002
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my darling bill
hello my darling. well its another week closer to your anniversary. i have been away for the weekend with patsy n fred funk n their friends up at frostley. we stayed in the old school house and have had a great time. you would of loved it. we had a good day for fred funks birthday. but it brought me back to this time last year. you had just got your kidney infection and i can remember we couldnt go out for dinner as you were poorly. i can still relive the build up of that dreadful week as though it happened yesterday. i miss you more than ever and love you so much. sleep tight my darling. forever yours xxxxxx
my darling bill
hello my darling its now 50 weeks since you left me icant believe it still seems like yesterday. caroles mam seems to have pulled through and is now back home so that was a relief. i miss you and love you so much. i had a great time seeing mamma mia on friday nite it was fantastic, and had a good time last night at our victorias. jamesy boy got into bother with aimee they went to look at some horses n got stuck in the mud 2 policemen brought them home both barefooted as they couldnt get their shoes out of the mud lol. our victoria was foaming as you can imagine ha ha. sleep tight my darling forever yours xxxxx
my darling bill
hello my darling. well another week has passed it wont be long for your 1st annversary. it still feels like yesterday. i love and miss you so much. no doubt you would of been looking down on me and fred funk today clearing the drive you got out of that one didnt you lol. i wish i could bring you back and would do anything to have you with me . well the new year has started bad caroles mam has had a massive heart attack and is lucky to be here. so we are all praying for her. nathan is still having his treatment they may have a match for his bone marrow transplant but are trying to find a closes match. both the families are well but we are all fed up of this snow its been a nightmare. sleep tight my darling yours forever xxxxx
my darling bill
hello my darling. well it is the end of the year today. it has ended just as it started with very sad news. berts dad died last night im sure you are there taking care of him and no doubt u will be having a pint together to bring in the new year. i so wish u were here with me as i miss you so much. ive decided to go to phili cricket club with our vic n kids, elou, aunty ann n stan ect. i wish it was over with. it wont be long for your 1st aniversary away i still cling on thinking of what happened this time last year cause you were still with me by my side. i love you so much it still hurts u not been here. keep me strong my darling as i am struggling to get through this. forever yours xxxxxxx
my darling bill
hello my darling its xmas day 2moro. its our first xmas apart and i dont know how i am going to get through it. we went to the crem this morning and left you some flowers. your mam n dad went yesterday i know they are hurting so much as well. i still dont understand why it was you that was taken, i love you so much and miss you terribly. i went past the club this afternoon and it took me straight back to this time last year when you went for a couple of pints how i wish it was then and i knew what was going to happen cause maybe i might of been able to change things i just want you with me keeping me safe. sleep tight my darling always yours xxxxxx

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